Jobless and Desperate

It's now officially 1 month since I left CANS...

Since then, I have been looking for the right job... Something that would be perfect with God's schedule... Ministry and church life...

There have been times when I totally regret leaving TP...

But then again, I realize that the emotional roller coaster is not worth the succeeding days I will spend there.

Same reason I left CANS, another set of emotional roller coaster.. That hit me and I had no idea what I was getting into...

I also got my JLPT results this morning.. Sadly I didn't pass... Had to inform Papa Bear about that. Kampai, he replied back.

But I still have hope... Envisioning light at the end of this desperate tunnel. A pinpoint, an almost impossible-to-see spark of hope... I just got 2 calls from prospective companies. I wasn't expecting anything. (But I was closely watching my mailbox for any replies from Jobstreet). I was actually waiting for Sunday. Buy the newspaper and get some more possible employment sites. But I got those calls and actually interviewed at the comfort of my own home.

Hope! He sees and He hears.... Truly there is nothing impossible with God!