Milestones versus dreams... Stepping stones versus life at the peak... One TESDA classmate said that I don't give time for myself... That gave me such a pause, for me to think about life as it is right now. It might be true that I don't give myself as much "entertainment" as the world would gauge it BUT...
and again I say BUT!
Life right now is a roller coaster right. I am pursuing the dreams that I thought died in the busy routine of life. You are right. Being in a call center is routinary. But it is really up to your person, yourself what you are going to do with that routine. Are you going to make it rule your life? Are you going to be comfortable with it that you won't accept any challenge that would come your way?
Even if I am 1 month on the floor and let me say 1 month of taking calls, I still come to a point where I am flabbergasted by one or two of the customer's concern. I will NOT say that I know it all in 1 month. I still have the butterflies in the pit of my stomach. I will not allow routine to get back at me again.
Last Sunday, I attended the 8 am service. (Saw some of my friends and for some reason they disappeared before I could get to talk to them. YES Pau! I saw you and Hanna with Mommy!) Anyway, I saw the worship team. The dream of being in that team is still there. The dream that the Lord show what I am going to there IS THERE! There, burning in my heart.
BUT! I know it is not yet my season to be back. It is not yet the season for me to step in. I am following my dreams. And along with those dreams, IS THAT DREAM! Nihonggo classes is my stepping stone. After that JLPT. After that I am looking into parttime studentship (if there is such a word) And finish up 2 years of Business Admin. Masteral, maybe. But all I know is that my Father in heaven is orchestrating something bigger than me. Something bigger than all of us.
I missed blogging!
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